Unsent LeTTerS. #3 (a heartfelt letter from a husband to his dead wife)

This is the letter from a husband to his dead wife. In it he reminisces some moments. I hope it tells us that sometimes we realize the value of a person when they are gone.. Forever and ever… And all that is left is some memories.. Some words… Some feelings. ……. But not that person with whom we shared them…….!!
Value life-Value time. πŸ™‚

Dear wifey,
Hope those angels are treating you right… Hope that you are in peace.. Hope that wherever you are… You are happy and free. Today it has been 107 days, 8 hours, 27 minutes and 30 seconds since you’ve left me.. Nothing much changed.. Our house is still the same… Our room is still festooned with those lovely paintings you drew with passion.. I am doing a decent job at keeping the house clean too… You would have certainly felt proud of your lazy ass husband who you used to chide and give lessons on house keeping.. I still have that memorable picture of our first date at my bedside.. Yes the same picture you were so persistent to change but I loved it the most because in that we were just two individuals madly in love.. Just two individuals who were searching for their world in each others eyes.. Just two individuals who wanted to escape the world for that moment.. At that time i never thought that our love will reach its destination… And no power shall separate us not even death.. Yes my love.. I can still feel your presence… I still return home to search for that smile.. To search for that angelic face which used to lit up at my sight… I still feel you sitting beside me.. I can still feel your delusional presence in those moon light walks.. I still feel you inside me as if you were never separated.. I can still sense your sweet scent everywhere.. Yes my sunshine.. You never left..!!!
But it’s just that I still mourn the cruelty with which you were snatched from me… I felt hapless seeing my life fade away in front of me.. I am sorry love I couldn’t stop you.. I am sorry love I could not fulfill our dreams of getting old together.. Exploring so many places together… Making fun of our tousled grey hair and wrinkles.. Laughing together soo hard till our lungs beg us to stop.. I could not fulfill any..! I repent those moments when we used to fight on silly things and not talk to each other.. Those days when I used to come home late and you used to sleep waiting for me… I can possibly trade my whole life just to get those moments back… Just to make up for that time in which we could have made memories instead of grievances..! At that time I probably never thought that I will crave soo much to relive those moments.. Just like a dying fish on the shore trying to get back into the sea..! My sunshine… With the time passing I am afraid that I will lose the feel of your presence.. That wicked time is eating away everything…! ‘Life is short’ was an adage for me until you made me realize that it is nothing less than a sardonic truth.. Lucky are those who can hold their loved ones.. Talk to them whenever they want to.. Lucky are those who have that pleasure.. My sunshine.. You were not supposed to go so soon… Every thing around me screams your absence… The screams soo loud that even closing my ears to them don’t help.. Why my heart still doesn’t accept that my soulmate, the person who used to make me feel alive is no more with me..! I know you will never come back & the only place I can meet you is my dreams… So love now let me sleep to dream about you.. To dream about us.. Let me live on for that last space where I could possibly find you… Let me sleep..!

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73 thoughts on “Unsent LeTTerS. #3 (a heartfelt letter from a husband to his dead wife)

  1. Krati! I must say reading this at the office was a terrible idea. I am weeping all over the place. lol. This is a magnificent work. So powerful and full of emotions!

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  2. This welled tears in my eyes.. Living this everyday when something else assist from death has been the reason for being apart for months is telling me to say one thing that….

    Yes, death of painful, but it’s the place which we all share.. Death is the most precious gift of life.. It is not only useful but also a pure intellectual tool to humankind …

    Thanks for sharing. God bless you:) it was lovely to read and a lot more to realize …
    Tc πŸ™‚

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    1. I loved your perspective about death… πŸ™‚ it is salvation.. It is an inexorable part of mankind.. πŸ™‚ thanks for sharing your beautiful thoughts here and for all your lovely words…. πŸ™‚ nothing can be more rewarding than knowing the fact that what I probably wanted to convey has been conveyed.. πŸ™‚

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      1. am glad that i could be the reason for your smiles. i really loved the post, and can actually relate the pain when i see my dad.. thanks for sharing . it really touched somewhere deep inside..

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      2. well i should thank you for expressing something which is so subtle that even science cannot capture it.. In this world of dilpomacy, hypocricy this post holds a special position ..
        god bless you !!

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    1. Thanks a lot pratishtha.. πŸ˜€ was eagerly waiting for your feedback on this one too… πŸ™‚ thanks babe for showering your sweet words here.. ❀ :*

      PS:- looking forward to a new post by you real soon.. πŸ™‚

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      1. Awwww ! 😘😘😘😘
        Pleasure Krati!!
        I’ve been talking about you with my friends,I’ve shown them your letters and they lovedddd every word written by you.😘😊😘 They wanted me to convey their good wishes to you.πŸ˜‡

        And,yes i’ll post something before sleeping today! 😊😘

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  3. PratIshtha… Can I just say that you are one of the sweetest person i’ve ever come across… ❀ <3. Now I really think "thank you" is an understatement for your magnanimity and benevolence.. πŸ™‚ love you for each and every thing.. <3. & yes I shall definitely see your post before sleeping.. πŸ˜€ πŸ˜€

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  4. These are beautifully written letters Krati. The all three.. Everyone written straight from heart, full of emotions…expressions so well laid out… Very good work done πŸ™‚

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      1. Hehe.. nothing accomplished about me.. just following the same blogging trajectory in which we all are.. But I appreciate your comment.. And your posts are really lovely. Keep innovating and expressing like this πŸ™‚

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      2. Sorry. I didn’t ask in that way. It just came out like that. I was just curious to know whether I’d mentioned about my engineering in some post here. Sorry again.

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  5. oh my innocent lonely lover!! in dis world,who could d erage those lines who is written in luck byGod.ur solmate is with u who meets u in ur dreams.i feel so sadness n have a complain from God -why do he so justufy?as Saahjahaan,my dear,u will have to wait ur Mumtaaz.donn’t fear about ur memories will become fade.dis is d world n everything is mortal n happens as God writs in human luck.bt love is immortal as soul is immortal coz she is a part of GOD.ur beloved’s soul will be with u n u have to fulfil her all desires which is not fulfiled by her.it is true love n a tribution to her.u r not alone coz of her sweet memories.her memories give u support in every dificulties in ur life coz as soul,she is with u.
    tu jahaan jahaan chalega;mera saaya saath hoga……

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      1. I enjoyed every single post of yours and connected with almost all of them. And it was indeed a pleasure talking to you!
        Will continue the remaining posts next time, maybe tomorrow.. πŸ™‚
        Till then, keep writing and shining! πŸ™‚

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