Unsent LeTTerS. #4 (a letter to my diary- dedicated to all writers)

This is a letter to my diary. I know it is not the one who might reciprocate me.. But i am sure that this is the only quality which makes a diary my best friend. Writing has always had a cathartic effect on me.. I find it as that staunch, reliable & trustworthy friend with whom I can share anything. The relationship I share with my diary is pure & pious. Far better than any other form of human relationship. So this is to that very material thing in my life which is the witness of everything.. Which is probably more valuable to me than anything else.. This is for ‘my diary’.

Dear diary,
It gives me immense pleasure to pour the droplets of ink on your ever so serene and immaculate pages Stained by my pangs and vehemence. You know what the best part is.?? These blank pages somewhere give me hope.. A hope of survival.. They shout at me that it’s never too late to rewrite your own story, to change the ending, to begin a new beginning… Oh my diary how without even saying a word you added so much to my life.
How could I forget those caliginous nights when the only thing which gave me light was you.. How can I forget those times of treachery where in I used to feel that everything is synthetic and nothing real.. How can I forget those days when I used to feel hexed by those daemons and all I could do was write those unspoken words.. You even absorbed my dropped tears without complaining..! Not to forget those happy days.. Days when I felt accomplished and I fondly use to share those jocund moments. How you’d treasured my immortal memories within you.. How you endured all my scribbling and scrawling.
You isolated me from the world when i needed it the most. I was looking for a way to escape my life, and you showed me the way out. We’ve been through so much together, it would be a lie to say that I am not grateful for your presence in my life. You made me feel safe and secure when I was under social pressure that society imposes. You helped me to pull away from unknown situations, the situations i didn’t know how to escape from.
You kept your word and held to your promise, I have never accepted even a small amount of imperfection. What i have realized is that those ‘memories’ are fake. I have never really felt secure, it was always fear. Big amount of fear. Fear from friends and the Society which was deeply etched in me, fear from rejection and inability to be any less than “perfect”, fear from being average. You were always there, making me feel successful and happy…. No matter whether it was my insecurities, apprehensions, failures, love or solecism.. I could write it all probably because the wasn’t a narcissistic piece of flesh judging me and Forming opinions, but you ‘my loyal friend’…. Dear diary yes you were always there and will be…….!!!!!

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78 thoughts on “Unsent LeTTerS. #4 (a letter to my diary- dedicated to all writers)

  1. First -the letter theme is going really good. Three is the sweet spot, generally. But you did nice by bringing in ‘the letter to diary’ -angle. Refreshed the series, somewhat.
    Second -you really poured your heart out. Especially the second passage of “how could/can … “. You build up emotions just right.
    Third-I think I should be applying for the admin post now. 😛

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    1. Awwe… Thanks nitin…. You better know how much I value the feedback from my fav writer.. :D. and ofcourse for your ever so sweet words which make me fly.. 😀

      PS:- I am sure even I might just have it hypothetical so as a return you are formally declared the admin.. 😀 😛 😛

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      1. Yayy.. thank for that Krati…Your work here was lovable. Very good. So keep stretching your imagination.. and who knows I might get lucky really becoming your fan-club admin 🙂

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  2. Wow!! That was a masterpiece Krati…..each and every word of your letter finds a place straight into my heart and a number of other hearts too which I’m so sure about….Keep going girl :))

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      1. Hahaha :p let me reveal this new secret to you , that I can miss out on any POSSIBLE thing but never miss out on Krati’s posts….you capture our interests from the very first word to the last fullstop (if there is any :p)

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      2. You are too kind… And now I am really out of words… :). All I can say is you are a damn beautiful person inside as well as outside.. :). Glad that I met you here… Stay in touch…. And will definitely look forward to more from ya.. 🙂 :*

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  3. Krati! 😘😊😍
    So,for the fourth time,your words,your vocab,your imagination,your letter left me captivated,i was enthralled by your words,seriously.
    And even i have my best friend,my diary,so i could relate to your words and emotions…My diary would be so jealous of your diary yar 😅 i didn’t write anything for my diary,ever.But i’ll definitely pen down my emotions for my very dear diary.Thanks for the idea😊
    And needless to say,you’re an amazing writer,keep up with your good work,its a pleasure always,to stop by your enchanting blog .😊😘

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    1. The pleasure is all mine pratishtha… :). You have badly exaggerated me… But still thanks a ton for your words.. :* :* do contemplate on writing one for your diary as well.. Would love to see your version of it soon.. 🙂 😀
      PS:- you know the biggest charm in your writing is your expressions which are crystal clear… 🙂 keep going pratishtha.. 🙂 ❤

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      1. it was a treat to read such a lovely post where the flow of emotion was evident and there cannot be any risk of betrayal !!
        god bless you :)https://widgets.wp.com/notificationsbeta/2397585973#

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  4. I loved each and every line you penned down dear….I especially love these lines..”How can I forget those days when I used to feel hexed by those daemons and all I could do was write those unspoken words.. You even absorbed my dropped tears without complaining..! Not to forget those happy days.. Days when I felt accomplished and I fondly use to share those jocund moments. How you’d treasured my immortal memories within you..”

    it is awesome dear….

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  5. It was wonderful… Love for your diary and posting it that sweetly ✌👑
    This post made me miss Elena Gilbert from vampire diary who used to wrote diary abt her every situation….. You should definitely see it 😅😍
    Nice post again! ☺☺☺

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    1. Hey.. Thanks a lot … 🙂 :). Yeh.. I can say that my diary ought to be my most priced possession.. Hahah. 🙂

      And yeh.. Vampire diaries.. Have heard a lot about this show.. 🙂 will surely watch.. 😀

      Thanks. 😉

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